BRUCATO PRAYER UPDATE DECEMBER, 10, 2009

Dear Friends,
Re-entry is always difficult. Saying goodbye never gets easy. Jet-lag is real. Suitcases must be unpacked and stored. Laundry, grocery shopping, bill paying all must be done. This morning I tried to pay an old phone bill that didn’t get paid in our absence. The phone company suspended our phone and internet service temporarily (we can receive calls but can’t make them). To pay the bill I had to go to the post office (where bills are paid). Because of the horde of customers to be served they use a “number” system. When I arrived they were serving #170; my number was 261! Welcome back to Italy!! Yesterday I tried to renew our car insurance. First I had to go to a friend’s house to use their phone, then I got the recorded message that my wait time was greater than 3 minutes. After waiting for 53 minutes I hung up! Meanwhile we are walking!!
While life here can be rather frustrating and we are tempted to ask “why in the world did we come back”, the answer is more than clear. Tuesday evening we attended our church prayer meeting for the first time in 8 months and all the “difficulties” were put into perspective. Here was a group of Italians, eagerly awaiting our arrival, interceding for the souls of men. Request after request was brought before the Lord for the salvation of the lost. Some requests were accompanied by tears. This is why we return to Italy- to stand alongside these faithful believers who are ready to be poured out for the salvation of their nation. We need you, too, to stand alongside us as we “push back the darkness” in this land. Here are the urgent prayer requests:

1. This week Ester, YFC and churches in the area have distributed a copy of the gospels specifically prepared for teens called “The Book of Hope” outside all the high schools in Bologna and other cities nearby. The goal was to get a copy to every teen in these cities! With the book was an invitation to an evangelistic concert hosting a band from our church called “Lost and Found”. There are two concerts- Friday in Imola (a new city we are seeking to reach), and Saturday in Bologna. Please pray that we will see hundreds of teens come out and that the testimony of the gospel will be clear.
2. Friday, in our church, there will be a women’s evangelistic outreach called “Not just Coffee”. The theme is forgiveness. Pray that the women we invite will attend. I will be inviting a number of neighbors.
3. We are trying to get permission to have a book stand in the local mall next week. Pray for the Lord to open the door for this opportunity.

As you can see, there are many opportunities before us to share the good news with those around us. We desperately need the power of the Holy Spirit to take our human efforts and make them fruitful. We are so aware that without Him we can do nothing! We need your prayers!!

Your fellow servants for the gospel,
Andy and Linda

A COMFORTABLE WORD

A COMFORTABLE WORD

Dear Friends,

I am sometimes reticent to email you, so aware of how inundated we all are with endless emails. And yet there are times when I feel compelled to share with you the “comfort with which I have been comforted”; believing that my comfort is never meant just for me. And so, at the risk of adding to your “junk mail” folder, I share this “comfortable word” with you, my friends.

The word actually came way back on Tuesday, Sept. 29 (see how long I have resisted sharing it?). I had been hospitalized the day before for this severe breast infection and was on strong antibiotics and pain meds. By Tuesday my blood pressure had dropped way down and I was quite ill (looking back I think most of my poor state was due to an intolerance of the pain meds). That night I felt so ill that I began to believe that I might die. I felt like my life was ebbing away. I couldn’t imagine that you could feel so “bad” and live. And I was all alone. What I wanted more than anything else was for someone to pray for me. I was desperate to reach the phone and call Andy or my sister to ask for prayer, but I was too ill. I considered calling the nurse to ask if there was anyone in the hospital who could come and pray over me. I was in anguish, and marveled that I was to end my days all alone in a hospital far from home.

And then the word came. Just a whisper in my heart. “There is someone here praying for you, my child. The Holy Spirit!” And all of a sudden I remembered that wonderful truth from Romans 8- “but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groaning too deep for words.” Never before had that truth seemed so glorious! I was not alone after all! And best of all, the One praying knew exactly what was needed. And with that knowledge I found new courage to pray as well (somehow up to that point I had not been praying). And so, feebly at first, I called out in the darkness to Him who had been there all along. I rebuked the enemy in Jesus’ name; proclaimed to the “unseen watchers” that I belonged to the Father, had been purchased with the blood of Christ, and was sealed with the Holy Spirit. After that came peace. In my mind I saw the “crowd of witnesses” from Hebrews 12 and perceived them cheering me on; giving me the courage to resist the darkness.

And so, that room that had seemed so empty moments before was now “filled” with the presence of God and His beloved. And I now knew that for the child of God dying alone was never, ever possible!

I share this experience with you just in case you ever find yourself in such a place. And I, too, cheer you on to resist the darkness!

Right now, as a result of this illness I have had to have a biopsy of my breast. We will get the results on Monday. There is no longer a place for fear- He is interceding yet for me-and for you!!



Lovingly,

Linda

BRUCATO PRAYER UPDATE October, 2009

“Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but desire fulfilled is a tree of life.” Prov. 13:12



Dear Friends,

Andy and I had been planning, and hoping, to begin traveling this month to our supporting churches in preparation to return to Italy the first week of November. But a week before leaving I developed a severe infection of the breast and ended up in the hospital. I am still on antibiotics and recovering slowly. Needless to say, our trip was canceled and our return to Italy has been postponed-again.

This has been a season of disappointments and loss for our family. Andy has lost the use of his left arm (at least for now), his ability to run, bike, do push-ups and pull-ups, drive the car and a host of other things, as well as his previous ministry. I have lost my mother, my old routine, my past ministry opportunities, my own physical well-being (hopefully only temporarily). Michael has lost his chance at his life’s dream of becoming a Navy SEAL (he is now in the EOD program and doing well). Mark and Ruth are beginning the difficult job of saying goodbye as they prepare to leave for Italy the first of December. There are other losses too painful to even share.

I have been reflecting on how to live with loss, disappointment, “hope deferred”. First of all I believe that we must acknowledge our loss. We must allow ourselves to grieve; to feel the pain. Secondly we must resist the temptation to become indifferent; i.e. not allowing ourselves to care about things or hope for anything so as to protect ourselves from further disappointment and pain. Finally we must fill up the empty spaces. I have this image of a sponge- full of little holes. Sometimes our lives seem full of holes created by loss. It is precisely the holes that make a sponge absorbent and therefore useful. Perhaps loss is the very vehicle that the Lord uses to “fill up our holes” with Himself.

I love the Christian song “Wait and See” by Brandon Heath. Here is the chorus:
There is hope, for me yet, because God won’t forget, all the plans he’s made for me
I have to wait and see, he’s not finished with me yet, he’s not finished with me yet.

We believe that in spite of our losses He is NOT finished with us yet. We choose to believe that the best years of our lives may be ahead. That our ministry is just beginning. That there is nothing too difficult for Him. That He loves to use the broken and weak things to confound the strong. That He can and will fill our “holes” with His radiant presence and in the end we will be filled to overflowing.

We are still planning on returning to Italy before the end of the year. We have exciting new ideas of how the Lord might use us in this next phase of life. We will be sending out another update to share our hopes and dreams.

Our true Hope is in Christ alone, who never disappoints,

Andy and Linda

BRUCATO PRAYER UPDATE September, 2009

Dear Friends,

My mother passed into glory this afternoon. She had begun deteriorating back in April; in and out of the hospital with Congestive Heart Failure and COPD. We had moved her to an independent/assisted living facility back in June, hoping she could maintain her independence, but as the months went on we realized it was time to move her in with my sister. Then on August 1st she fell and ended up in a rehab hospital for two weeks. That same day my sister fell and broke her arm. I flew down to Florida on Aug. 17 when she was due to be discharged with the intention of transporting her to my sister’s home in Tennessee. When I arrived I found her very ill and within 18 hours we were back in the ER- this time with a severe form of bacterial diarrhea called C-diff. She was in the hospital for 12 days and discharged to home with hospice on Aug. 30. Needless to say, I was “stuck” in Florida again; this time with a dying mother.

On Sept. 5th my brother and sister-in-law came down to relieve me so I could fly back up to Wheaton for Mark’s ordination on Sunday, the 6th, then Andy and I were to fly back together yesterday. But Monday night I ended up with a severe migraine that took me to the ER at 5:30am on Tuesday, where I went into Atrial Fibrillation and had to be admitted. I went through a battery of exams and was released on medications and will now be followed up with a cardiologist. Thankfully my sister was able to return to Florida yesterday in my place and my sister-in-law was there as well when my mother passed away in the hospice hospital this afternoon.

My sister and I share a metaphor about the Christian life. Her version goes like this: You and Jesus are riding on a tandem bicycle; He is in the front seat, you are pedaling in the back. Just when you are cruising along nicely on a straight path, He suddenly makes a sharp right turn. You hang on for dear life! My version goes like this: You and Jesus are riding on the tandem, but this time you are in the front and He is in the back, whispering in your ear (if you are listening); “turn right, turn right”. Sometimes He turns the bike without your permission or participation; Sometimes He wants you to turn it. Either way, you are in for “the ride of your life!”

We could definitely say that this year has held lots of unexpected (at least for us) “turns”. And there are more on the horizon. But because we know WHO is on the bicycle with us, that makes everything “alright”, doesn’t it?

We want you to know that we have been sustained through it all by your prayers. We have never felt abandoned or afflicted beyond what we are able. He has been faithful, and NEVER has He jumped off the bike!!!

Love to all of you,

Andy and Linda

BRUCATO PRAYER UPDATE JULY 2009

Dear Friends,

I thought it was about time you got a Brucato (not just Andy) update!! Yesterday I had one of those “déjà-vu” experiences. We stopped by Mark and Ruth’s just in time to help them disassemble their bedroom set. In preparation for their departure for Italy in the fall (Lord willing) they are selling most of their possessions and moving into a small furnished apartment at TEAM. That included their beautiful cherry- wood sleigh bedroom furniture which was a wedding gift from Ruth’s grandparents. Ruth had listed the furniture on the internet and a couple showed up to look at it. To Ruth’s dismay they wanted to buy it on the spot and take it away immediately! Emotionally she hadn’t prepared for that just yet. I could see the same look in her eyes that had been in mine more than 22 years ago when we had a garage sale and sold everything before leaving for Italy. The look of “Oh my, what have I done? We’re really leaving, aren’t we? The time has come. I’m not sure I’m ready.”

As the scripture says, “comfort others with the comfort with which we ourselves have been comforted by God”. Many years ago the Lord comforted me with the words of Jesus; “Truly I say to you, there is no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or farms, for My sake and for the gospel’s sake, but that he shall receive a hundred times as much now in the present age….and in the age to come, eternal life.” What really comforts me about this passage is the fact (included in all three gospels) that the list begins with “house”. Jesus acknowledges the loss of material possessions for the sake of the gospel; even bedroom sets! He knows the cost of following Him, and He promises a reward. I wonder what Ruthi with do with 100 new bedroom sets?

About Michael. He successfully completed his boot camp and pre-BUD training in the Great Lakes and is now in Coronado, CA doing BUD’s (Basic Underwater Demolition) training. August 2-7 will be the famous “hell week”. He is being stretched in every way. He has found that reciting scripture gets him through some tough spots; especially in “drowning” exercises. Yesterday 4 guys dropped out of the program. By the way, Mike is the youngest in his company of 200!! Please pray for him- mostly for his spiritual strength, but also for his physical protection. Most guys fail out of the program because of injuries!

Andy is making really good progress. We now go to the Wheaton College gym and pool 4 days a week, plus he is still doing one day at the rehab center. He is getting more and more movement in his arm and even hand! We are so grateful for these past two months here and the great treatment he has received. And we are so grateful for all of you who continue to pray and support us. We are now planning to return to Italy in the fall, but I will give you more info on that in another update (this one is already too long!).

Lastly, my mom is happily settled into the independent-living section of an assisted-living community. She is doing great and very happy. The Lord has continued to amaze us at His marvelous provision for her. Your prayers have been answered! One thing yet to pray for- the rental or sale of her home in order for her to have the finances needed to continue in her new apartment.

Gratefully yours,
Andy and Linda

PS. Mark and Ruth are now at about 70% of their monthly support needed. They are expecting baby #2 (a boy) in mid-September. They hope to leave for Italy before Thanksgiving. If you are considering supporting them financially, now would be a great time to let them know. You can contact Mark at:

markbrucato@gmail.com

Andy’s Update May, 28, 2009

Andy’s Update May, 28, 2009

Dear Friends,

Finally!! Just found a moment to get to the computer and send you all an update. I ended up being in Florida for nearly three weeks with my mother whose health continues to deteriorate. My sister is there now and this weekend will be helping my mother move into an assisted living facility for a two-month trial period. I will be returning to Florida sometime next week to help her with the transition.

Andy continues to make progress, but slowly. At this point the rehab center is considering discharging him within the next couple of weeks. He will then be continuing with self-therapy. He does have some significant movement in his arm, but no “use” of the arm yet. No control yet of the hand or wrist. Part of what he is learning in rehab is how to live with one arm. Quite a challenge.

While I was in Florida with my mom, wondering what the future would look like, for her, for me, for Andy, I found my heart crying out to God these words; “What will become of me?” And immediately the reply came, “Surely goodness and mercy will follow you all the days of your life and you will dwell in the house of the Lord forever- that, My child, is what will become of you!”

Thanks for your prayers,

Linda

Update on Linda and Andy Brucato

Update on Linda and Andy Brucato (from Steve Thompson, Italy)

Friday, May 22, 2009

We just heard from Linda who gave an update on their situation.

She said that the meeting with the therapist last Monday went very well and that the intensive therapy that Andy is presently doing will finish on June 4. Even though Andy still does not have complete use of his left arm the therapist feels that he has done all he can. Its up to Andy now to work on the exercises in the gym and in the pool that have been given to him by the physical therapist.

This news was a bit of a surprise for both of them, as well as a little confusing, because they were under the impression that physical therapy would last a full 3 months. Andy’s left arm has more movement and he is able to walk on his own without a cane, but he is not yet at the point where he can live autonously and be on his own. Nor can he drive a car yet, although he has been working on it.

Despite all of this both are encouraged and thankful to the Lord for the progress that has been made, confident that God has a plan and in He is at work in their lives.

Linda asked prayer for what will take place after June 4. They need wisdom and strength as they to continue the therapy on their own, outside of the clinic, as well as for what lies ahead.

As far as Linda’s Mother is concerned, Linda and her sister need to make some decisions about her care, since she is still very weak and cannot live on her own. As you know Linda’s Mother is in Florida, Linda’s sister lives in Tennessee, and Andy and Linda are in Chicago.Pray especially for Linda during this time, that she would have the physical and emotional strength to handle both of these difficult situations, and that she would find perfect peace in our loving Lord. Pray for encouragement for both Linda and Andy.

Steve

Update from Linda Brucato

Dear Friends,

I want to update all of you on our lives. Yesterday I (Linda) returned to Chicago from Florida. After my last update my mother’s situation worsened and she returned to the hospital. I had to cancel my tickets to return to Chicago on May 4, and finally yesterday I was able to leave. My mother was dismissed from the hospital on May 5 and is pretty weak. My sister was able to come back to be with her so I could get back to Andy in Chicago. We don’t know how long my mother has to live or how best we can take care of her. I will possibly have to return to Florida in two weeks when my sister has to leave.
The good news is that Andy is making progress in his rehabilitation. Monday I go with him to his therapy appointment to talk with them about what is being planned in the coming weeks and months. I do know they are preparing Andy to be able to drive a car and he is doing water therapy. We need to understand how long they think his therapy will take. We are taking each day at a time. Each day we are content in the Lord with what He gives us - He will take care of all the tomorrows.
Thanks for praying for us, and upholding us in prayer.

Linda

An Update on Andy and Linda Brucato by Ester

An Update from Ester Montfalcone who works with the Brucatos in Bologna. Ester wrote this update after her conversation on the phone with Linda:

We need to pray for Linda. She is in Florida looking after her mother who had surgery during the Easter break and is recovering from that. She has breathing problems and is also fighting an infection which causes her fever. Linda's mother is 80 years old. She is very weak and at this point it looks unlikely that she'll be able to be independent again.
On the other hand, Andy is missing Linda a lot and in the past few days he has not been doing that well.
Linda has a return ticket from Florida to Chicago for next Monday but at this point she cannot even think of leaving her mother alone. They need to find a solution for her to be looked after and this is very difficult to do.
Linda was saying how it looks like black clouds are getting closer and closer and she is being pushed in a corner. Nevertheless, she finds encouragement in God's Word and trusts Him for His intervention at the right time. He knows our situations and takes care of us. We know God is in control
Let's pray that:
God will heal Linda's mother and that she'll be able to be independent again;
that in the next few days, the doctors will have clear and good advice for her concerning the future;
that Linda's family will have wisdom in the decisions they have to make;
that Andy will be encouraged during Linda's absence and will continue to make progress.

Ester

Andy’s Update April 23, 2009

Andy’s Update April 23, 2009

Dear Friends,

Andy just finished his first week of rehab at MarianJoy Rehab Hospital in Wheaton. He is very pleased with the program, particularly the quality staff. He goes three days a week for 4 hours, plus he has exercises to do at home. We are seeing increased movement in his arm and even hand. He is walking better and better and able to walk fairly long distances and without any assistance. When you think that just six weeks ago he was in a wheel chair that is a big deal!

Tomorrow will be an extremely special day for us as we will be attending Michael’s graduation from Navy boot camp. Andy will be returning to the very same Navy training center he attended back in 1968. When we returned to Italy in January we knew that we would not be able to be there for Michael, but now the Lord has given us this possibility. We see His tender mercies even during difficult times.

My mother was discharged from the hospital yesterday after undergoing surgery to implant a pacemaker in an attempt to resolve her cardiac problems. She is very weak and my sister, Cindi, is staying with her this week. I will be flying down to Florida on Sunday to stay with her next week. We are hoping that she will soon be able to return to independent living.

This morning after dropping Andy off at rehab I was overwhelmed with anxieties and sorrows. As I drove away I felt convicted to confess my downcast spirit as ungratefulness to my heavenly Father. I was allowing my sorrows and anxieties to rob me of my joy in Christ. I imagined the Father looking at me with tenderness and saying, “You’re right, you don’t have that but you do have Me.” And with Him a million other blessings that I seemed to have forgotten. So, I have started over again today with the words of the old hymn running in my mind:

“Turn your eyes upon Jesus, look full in His wonderful face, and the things of earth will grow strangely dim in the light of His glory and grace.”

Aren’t you glad that the gospel is all about “starting over again” everyday!

Thanks for being part of the “million other blessings” I am remembering today,

Linda

Andy’s Update April 14, 2009

Andy’s Update April 14, 2009

Dear Friends,

We’re here!!! We arrived in Chicago safe and sound on Sunday afternoon and were greeted at the airport by our dear son Mark! There were lots of tears of joy on all sides. We have settled in comfortably in our little furnished apartment here at TEAM’s headquarters in Wheaton. Tomorrow Andy has his first doctor’s appointment and hopefully will soon get into a rehab program. But today, we had a real encouragement- Andy was able to move his forearm enough to actually beat me in arm wrestling!!! And yesterday evening we got the first ever movement in his hand!

One really great thing about Ioss is how you learn to appreciate the things you once took for granted. I don’t think we will ever forget the excitement of seeing Andy move a limb that formerly was totally paralyzed; at least I hope we won’t forget. How many other things have I already forgotten? How many other blessings are now commonplace? One thing is for sure; I will never again pass a wheel chair without “seeing” it and without compassion for the one sitting in it and without gratitude that my Andy is not in it.

On Easter day as we were arriving, my mother was taken by ambulance to the hospital in West Palm Beach with respiratory difficulties. It appears that she has congestive heart failure. She is stable at the moment, but I am prepared to fly down there if needed. I am grateful that I am here at this time. Isn’t it just like the Lord to bring me home at such a time!

Thanks to each of you for your prayers and encouragement. Many of you have written and expressed your appreciation for our updates, which is why I continue to write them. I am humbled by your care and concern.

Much love,

Andy and Linda

Andy’s update April 10, 2009

Andy’s update April 10, 2009

Dear Friends,

A blessed GOOD Friday to each of you!!

Just wanted to share with you a reflection the Lord gave me this morning in my meditations. Today is what we call in America “Good Friday”. In Italy this day is called “Venerdì Santo” (Holy Friday). I wonder if there are other countries that use the word “good” to describe this significant day. And I wonder when the idea that this day was “good” first came into being. I seriously doubt that anyone who was actually present that day would have called it good. At least not until Sunday. Sunday changed everything. Sunday made Friday “good”.

I have been thinking how “the end” explains “the before”. The Passion of Christ “ended” in the resurrection and ascension which “explained” the crucifixion. His coming again will give further explanation to all that comes before.

Our lives follow the same pattern. The events of “today”, without the commentary of “tomorrow”, are hard to evaluate. Even though these are difficult days for us we feel confident that the end will explain all that has come before. Perhaps that end will only come when we see Jesus face to face, but then we, too, will say it is “good”! And if in the end I will call it “good”, why not now?

Just pondering,
Linda

Linda and Andy Brucato Update April 9, 2009

Linda’s update April 9, 2009

Dear Friends,

Today I want to share with you, not about Andy, but about me! As some of you know Andy, after about a 2 year process, was able to get his Italian citizenship (without renouncing his American citizenship) based on ancestry. All the boys were also able to get dual citizenship through him, which is a great advantage to Luke who lives here, and to Mark who is planning to return as a missionary. In these past 5 years or so getting missionary visas is becoming more and more difficult. We are beginning to wonder if Italy is trying to close the door to evangelical missionaries. I have been here under a missionary visa, as was Andy until last year. Each year the permission to stay in the country must be renewed and the renewal process is also getting crazy. My last permission took over a year to get back, which means I was here without a valid permission all that time. Now my current permission is also expired, and I am preparing to leave the country- not a recommended idea if you want to be sure to get back in!

One of the first things we were planning on doing upon our return in January was to put in my paper work to be recognized as a citizen based on marriage. Obviously we have had other things to think about since we got here. So, this week I finally got my birth certificate translated and planned to take it to the citizenship office yesterday. Before I went I called to see if they were open and the woman told me that I needed a special form which I could get online. So I downloaded the form and read it!!! Help!! I needed other documents which I did not have, and a current, valid permission!!! My heart sank.

Andy suggested I just go down to the office and pray that the Lord would provide someone to help me. As I took the bus into the center I prayed. I asked the Lord for mercy and grace to open up a way for me where there seemed to be no way. But, even as I prayed I admitted to the Lord that I had no right to demand His grace; I had not fulfilled the requirements of the law and He could give me justice, not grace. He owed me nothing.

At the office I found just what my heart had asked for, a helpful secretary. She took my birth certificate and began filling out the request. After a few minutes she announced that all that was needed was a tax stamp, and told me to run down to the tobacco shop and buy one. When I got back she said it was all done and that I was now an Italian citizen!!! She never asked for any other document! Needless to say I went on my way rejoicing that my heavenly Father gave me “grace” not the “law”!

Once again my Father spoke into my heart, reassuring me that He WANTS to lavish His grace upon me; that was the whole point of Calvary. Jesus satisfied God’s justice so that I might receive God’s grace! I still come to Him with no merit of my own. I cannot demand His grace, but I can receive it based on the merits of Jesus. This is the gospel. And this is what we celebrate this holy week. The God of grace!!

Marveling at His goodness and grace, that we have also received through you!!

Linda

ANDY’S UPDATE April 2, 2009

Dear Friends,

It’s been a difficult few days for us. The out patient clinic care just isn’t sufficient. Andy is getting barely an hour a day of physical therapy and we are not very impressed with the therapist. He is pretty discouraged with his progress; not just the arm, but his mental fatigue and limitations. So, we spoke with the leadership at our mission and they have encouraged us to return for a few months to the US for further treatment. We have booked flights and will arrive in Chicago on Easter Sunday. TEAM has reserved an apartment for us at their headquarters in Wheaton and is setting up rehab appointments for Andy at the Marian Joy Rehab Hospital there in the area. We are grateful at times like these that we have such an excellent mission agency.

There have been moments of real emotional distress this week as we have come to this decision to return to the States. We have felt like we are “abandoning” the people here in Bologna who look to us for help and care. We wish we could be here for them; that we could continue to serve along side them in the ministry here in Italy, but realistically, Andy just is not ready. One of the things that the Lord has been speaking to me about is the question of “trust”. Over the years I have learned (am still learning) to trust Him for my life, even in times of trial. Now the Lord is saying (again), “Will you trust Me for them, too?” Can I trust the Lord to keep those I love? Can I step back and watch them struggle, knowing that He who has never failed me will also not fail them? Can I allow them to face trials, leaning on Him alone, and not me? These are difficult lessons, but essential.

I am thankful today for each of you who help carry our burdens. As you think to pray for us, would you go beyond that and pray for those we love? Would you pray for our son Luke and his wife Elli who are walking through a dark time right now? Would you pray for Luca, our dear brother and elder of our church, who is carrying a very heavy load and was counting on Andy? Would you pray for Ester, our precious sister, who is seeking to lead the ministry of Youth for Christ here in Italy and who was counting on me? Would you pray that the Holy Spirit will come upon them in a new way and renew their strength day by day?

“Brethren, let us pray one for another.”

Gratefully yours,

Andy and Linda

(It is our intention to return to Italy when Andy is fully recovered. We are hopeful that we will not be in the US for more than 3 months. We appreciate your continued support of us during this time of illness.)

Andy’s update March 28

Dear Friends,

I thought it would encourage you to get a little “glimpse” into the Brucato home these days. Yesterday my sister left to return home to Tennessee and her family. In the morning when it was time to go to the airport Andy was so frustrated that he was unable to carry her bags down the stairs and to the car. Later that afternoon he was looking sad and I asked him why. He teared up and said he couldn’t help Cindi with her bags and he couldn’t help me with the trash. After dinner he got up, and without his cane or my assistance, cleaned off the table and loaded the dishwasher!!! That was reason for rejoicing!!

Yesterday he also got his stitches removed and has started his out patient physical therapy. His walking is improving dramatically, but the use of his arm has still not changed. We are looking forward to regaining a little stability in our daily routine. Every morning begins with Andy asking me, “What’s the POA (plan of action) for today?” I am the “official” activity director for now and putting all my creative juices to work! Today we added another ingredient into the daily routine- listening to sermons online. But the highlight of everyday is a hot bath to soak sore muscles, topped off with a few chapters, read by yours truly, of the Chronicles of Narnia.

Oops, better run, Andy is ready to get out of the bath!!

Lots of love and thanks,

Linda

Andy’s Update March 25, 2009

Dear Friends,

Yesterday, after nearly 50 days in the hospital, Andy was discharged!! You can imagine how thrilled he was to pack up his stuff and say goodbye to bed #48! Tomorrow he will begin daily outpatient physical therapy in the same hospital and on Friday he will have his stitches removed. He is making remarkable progress. He is now able to walk around the house using only a cane. His arm is still pretty lifeless, but the therapist is getting some movement of the shoulder muscles. He still has some facial weakness and speech impairment, but his energy level is picking up. We are very grateful for the care he has received and the progress he has made, and we thank each of you for helping us through this difficult time.

Now that he is home our daily routine will be changed again. We will be traveling back and forth to the clinic for daily P.T. To be honest I have been struggling with an inner discouragement that I am not able to do much that is “significant”. Days go by and I ask myself what I have accomplished. Before returning to Italy I had visions of great endeavors for the Kingdom, and now I find myself “fettered”. I have been ministered to by a poem by Amy Carmichael that I share with you, just in case one of you also finds himself facing some limitation, some “captivity”.

ANOTHER SHALL GIRD THEE

Are these the days when thou dost gird thyself

And walkest where thou wouldest, battle days,

Crowded and burdened and yet lit with praise,

Days of adventure; eager, glorious choice

Folded in every hour? Rejoice, rejoice,

O happy warrior, if so it be,

For surely thou shalt see

Jesus Himself draw near and walk with thee.

Or doth another gird thee, carry thee

Whither thou wouldest not, and doth a cord

Bind hand and foot, and flying thought and word?

An enemy hath done it, even so

(Though why that power was his thou dost not know)

O happy captive, fettered and yet free,

Believe, believe to see

Jesus Himself draw near and walk with thee.

So either way is blessed; either way

Leadeth unto the Land of Heart’s Desire;

Thy great Companion’s love can never tire;

He is thy Confidence, He is thy Song;

Let not thy heart be troubled, but be strong.

O happy soul, to whom is given to see

On all the roads that be,

Jesus Himself draw near and walk with thee.

With love, Linda and Andy

All is Well!

Dear Friends,

So sorry to keep you waiting for the news about the surgery. It went well; no complications!! He came out of anesthesia without any trouble; has had some pain, but is getting medicated for that. He has a large incision on the neck- around 10 stitches. Last night he had a drain in the surgical site and IV, but this morning they removed the drain. The reason I didn't get this email off sooner is that I stayed the night with him in the hospital. He was anxious and did not want me to leave his side for more than a few minutes. He also needed help during the night with the urinal and positioning. Socialized medicine is cost effective, but the down side is that there is not enough staff to really care for the patients. The nurses rely on family members for patient care. It is even the responsibility of the patient to notify the nurse when the IV runs out. We are very grateful for the good care he has received and for all the prayers which have surely been heard and answered!!!

He will be transferred back to rehab tomorrow if all goes well today. Then he will continue his physical therapy as an inpatient until probably the middle of next week when he will be discharged. He will then do his PT on an outpatient basis.

I have had wonderful opportunities to share Christ with many in the hospital. This morning I was able to share with the wife of the patient in the room with Andy and give her a gospel of John. I was also able to share with the ambulance drivers that transferred Andy to the surgical unit and give them welcome packets from our church. Yesterday the man who brought Andy out of the OR on the stretcher, speaking about church, mentioned that he had not been since he was 9 yrs. old because God wouldn't want him. I was able to share with him in those brief minutes how Jesus was the One who came to seek the "lost sheep". Oh, how we pray that these little seeds will fall on fertile soil!!

Thanks so much for standing with us during this challenging time. I feel like we have gotten through the most critical period and can now just focus on rehab. It may be a long road, but we are learning to be patient and to "rest" in the Lord, knowing that "this" is our calling from Him right now. We so want to make the most of it, not just endure it, but accept it willingly as coming from our loving Father's hand.

Love,

Linda for both of us

Andy’s update March, 15, 2009

Dear Friends,

Today is the “Ides of March”. Thirty-nine years ago this day Andy was shot while serving in the Navy in Viet Nam. He very nearly died, and at that time was not a believer. We always remember this day as a memorial of God’s grace and mercy to a lost sinner. That dear sinner, now saved by grace and called God’s child, will be facing surgery on Tuesday to remove the plaque in his carotid artery. The surgeon has warned him of the risks of surgery, but not to do the surgery is an even greater risk. To be honest he is fearful. Not for himself, as he knows his eternal destiny is with the Lord, but for his sons. He would love to speak to Michael on the phone before surgery. I have written the Navy recruiter to see if there is any way we can call Michael at boot camp on Monday. Andy just wants to hear his voice again. God, in His kindness to me, orchestrated the events so that my sister would be here. She arrives tomorrow at noon; just in time!!!

This week has had some real “ups and downs”. It was so great for Andy to have Ben and Jennifer here for a week. Saying goodbye was hard on him. I, too, have had some real temptations of fear and sadness this week. One day on the way to the hospital I was crying out to the Lord for His help when I sensed Him speaking into my heart saying, “My child, where did all these fears come from?” I answered, “From things I have seen and heard; from whisperings in my own heart about the future.” Then the word from Isaiah 41:10 came again, “Do not anxiously look about you for I am your God”. The Lord reminded me again that I lose my peace when I take my eyes off of Him and put them on my circumstances. He knows my future; I do not. Can I trust Him for it? Every morning is a new start to choose to trust Him for what comes that day. Tomorrow I want to start “right”, don’t you!

Our dear brother and fellow missionary, Steve Thompson, has created a blog for us to keep you all informed on Andy’s progress. If you are interested you can access our emails from the blog. Here is the link: http://andybrucato.blogspot.com/

Thanks for praying for us, we feel so honored that you care,

Linda for us both

Andy's Update

Dear Friends,

It’s been a while since I have updated you on Andy’s condition. He was home again this past weekend. After I picked him up at the hospital on Sat. morning we went for a drive in the country. It was a beautiful day. We stopped at one of our favorite spots- a stocked fishing lake with a beautiful view and a nice restaurant that serves great sandwiches.

As we sat in the car eating sandwiches and soaking in the beauty, I began reflecting on the first question of the Westminster Confession; “What is the chief end of man?”

“To glorify God and enjoy Him forever.” Andy and I talked about how his ability to fulfill his “chief end” had not changed one bit since his stroke. Whether he can walk or talk or use his arm, he can still glorify God and enjoy Him fully! Isn’t that a joy? Our true purpose in life cannot be hindered by any disability or illness!

He is making progress daily. He can now walk a few steps with a cane and assistance on his left side. His legs are getting stronger all the time. He still loses his balance occasionally and needs someone to assist him in his movements. He has had some very minimal movement in the muscles of his upper arm, but he still can’t make any significant movement of the arm or hand. His speech is improving slowly and his mind is definitely clearer.

He had another CAT scan and it showed improvement and he is now being reevaluated for surgery. He saw the anesthesiologist this morning and has clearance for surgery. He should see the surgeon this week who will set a date. Depending on the date it is possible they will consider discharging him and continue his physical therapy on an out-patient basis.

So, things are progressing steadily here. We are grateful for all your prayers and help during this long period of recovery. We are seeking to “glorify God and enjoy Him” even in this illness. May He find pleasure in His children!

Love,

Linda, for both of us

Good News

Dearest Friends,

This morning when I went to the hospital to visit Andy he was sitting in the hall in a wheel chair, waiting for my arrival. His face was downcast. I asked him how he was doing and tears welled up in his eyes. He was very discouraged about his progress. It has been a month now since the stroke and he's beginning to wonder if he will ever be discharged from the hospital; if he will ever get "better". We talked about the progress he has made and the courage he needs to keep going each day. We read scripture together, prayed together and talked about our future glory with Christ.

Then this afternoon, after his second physical therapy session, the physical therapist called me in to tell me the good news. Today, for the first time, he had some movement in his arm!! She was very encouraged and said it was "significant" movement and a great sign of recovery!!! Needless to say there were tears again, but this time of joy! Isn't it just like our heavenly Father to give us signs of hope just when we need it most!

This weekend our son Ben and his wife Jennifer arrive for 5 days. We are so grateful to those who are helping our boys pay for flights to come home to see their dad. Isn't it wonderful to belong to the family of God! We are rejoicing today and thanking the Lord for each one of you. Your prayers are being heard and answered! Keep up the good work!!

love,

Linda

Andy's Update

Dear Friends,

This past weekend Andy was able to come home for the first time and we were able to celebrate his 60th birthday with our church family. Many dropped in to visit on Saturday and a small group came on Sunday morning before the church service to bring "church" to him at home. It brought back memories from the early days when Andy led church services in our home; now he was on the receiving end and enjoying the fruit of his labors!

Going back to the hospital on Sunday evening was difficult for him and he is looking forward to coming home again this weekend. He is making progress in his ability to stand and take a few steps, but we still haven't seen any movement in the arm. For someone who has always worked out, especially his arms, this is a real heartache. But we continue to choose to have hope that he will recover even the use of his arm.

He has begun a prayer notebook and asks all his visitors to write their names and a prayer request so that he can use his time in bed to intercede for others. Just this morning our neighbor came by and said she needed to go visit him because she was in need of a pastor. He has given out the booklet he wrote on the difference between the Catholic and the Evangelical church to many in the hospital. Many staff members are interested in knowing more.

Our son Mark left this morning to return to Chicago and our son Michael begins Navy boot camp today. We are feeling their absence. But the good news is that our son Ben and his wife Jennifer are coming on March 8th for 5 days, so that is something to look forward to.

Thank you for all your kindness and prayers; we do feel spiritually sustained and strengthened for each day.

love to all,

Linda for both of us

Great News!

Dearest, dearest friends and family,

Saturday was St. Valentine's day- the 33rd one we have celebrated together as husband and wife. My gift to Andy was to get permission to stay overnight with him. I actually got to sleep in his hospital bed with him (they had promised me a cot, but none was to be found)! As we spent time together in the hospital we reflected on all the years together and how little we could ever have imagined so long ago that one day we would be celebrating it in a hospital in Italy recovering from a stroke. Life is unpredictable. Sometimes it is good that we don't know what's ahead; other times it would be helpful. One thing is certain- we KNOW how the story ends for Andy and Linda- "and they lived happily ever after"- forever in the presence of the Lord!!!

One of the hardest things about a stroke is the uncertainty of the future. Will Andy ever walk again? Will he remain disabled? Will his life be forever changed? I must admit that these past three days have been the bleakest in regard to considering the future. But, just like our heavenly Father, whose mercies are new every morning, we received great news this morning.

Mark and I were able to speak to Andy's physical therapist at the hospital who has the reputation of being the very best. She was extremely positive and reassured me that he will definitely walk out of the hospital on his own two legs and be able to climb the stairs to our apartment!! This morning she already got him to the point of pulling himself to a stand from the side of the bed. She even got him to bend over while seated to untie his shoes!! Now she is working to get him to the point that he will be able to come home for a weekend pass in two weeks! You can imagine how that motivates him to work on getting those legs moving!! His left arm will be a greater challenge. As of now he has not been able to move it, but she feels hopeful even there that we will see improvement.

It's funny how God prepares His children for what He knows is ahead. This autumn the Lord spoke into my heart a new thought. I was facing a trying situation which called for some personal sacrifice. In the past my sister and I have shared a motto, which we learned from Amy Carmichael, a missionary to India in the early 1900's. In times when sacrifice was needed she would say "see in this (trial) a chance to die (to self)". The Lord gave me a new motto back in November. He said, "Linda, see in this (sacrifice) a chance to love"! For Christmas I made little bracelets for me, and Cindi and my three daughters-in-law, with the initials A C T, followed by a little red heart "a chance to love". So in hard days when we must put aside our lives for the love of another we look at our bracelets and remember-here is a chance to love. I am wearing my bracelet in these special days and finding great peace- I have been given a chance to love my husband in a new way- and thankful for it!!!

thanks to each of you who have also signed up to stand with us and find in this "A Chance to Love"!!!

Linda for both of us

Andy's Update

Just a quick update: the nurses got Andy up and into a wheel chair this morning- he was able to put some of his weight on his left leg, but not able to actually hold himself up or take a step yet. His left arm continues to be immobile at this point. The surgeon did come in this morning and evaluate the case. His name is Dr. Fagioli, which means "bean" in English so Andy said he will have Mr. Bean operating on him!! He is a vascular surgeon and seems to have a good reputation here. Anyway, he has decided that the risk of surgery at this point is too great so it will be postponed for quite a while. The resident doctors have said that there is plaque in the carotid artery that is a concern- they are watching that and treating Andy with anticoagulants and statin drugs. We are thankful for each day's progress and trusting the Lord for the future.

Tonight a new patient was admitted beside Andy (there are 4 beds in his room); a man in his 50's with a mild stroke. I spoke with the wife and she remarked how calm we seemed. I was able to share my faith with her. She is a devout Catholic and pulled out her rosary beads. She told me that she was praying to the Madonna (the Virgin Mary) and asked me if I prayed to her too. I explained that the scripture does not teach that there is any mediator beside Jesus and we pray directly to Him. She asked me what prayer I used (she only recites the Ave Maria or Our Father prayers). I explained that we talk to God in a personal way. As I spoke with her I was again overwhelmed by the complete absence of a true knowledge of God, just an entrenched system of traditions which cannot help her to find peace at a time like now. This morning I read in Luke 5 where Jesus is accused by the Pharisees for not keeping the "traditions". He goes on and tells them a parable about putting new wine in old wine skins, and then he concludes by saying, "no one after drinking old wine desires new, for he says, 'the old is good' ". That's just what we find here in Italy- the old traditions are good enough, there is no place for the "new". But unfortunately the old does not bring peace or comfort or life. May this dear woman find true faith!

In Christ Alone,

Linda

Quick Update on Andy

Just a quick update: the nurses got Andy up and into a wheel chair this morning- he was able to put some of his weight on his left leg, but not able to actually hold himself up or take a step yet. His left arm continues to be immobile at this point. The surgeon did come in this morning and evaluate the case. His name is Dr. Fagioli, which means "bean" in English so Andy said he will have Mr. Bean operating on him!! He is a vascular surgeon and seems to have a good reputation here. Anyway, he has decided that the risk of surgery at this point is too great so it will be postponed for quite a while. The resident doctors have said that there is plaque in the carotid artery that is a concern- they are watching that and treating Andy with anticoagulants and statin drugs. We are thankful for each day's progress and trusting the Lord for the future.

Tonight a new patient was admitted beside Andy (there are 4 beds in his room); a man in his 50's with a mild stroke. I spoke with the wife and she remarked how calm we seemed. I was able to share my faith with her. She is a devout Catholic and pulled out her rosary beads. She told me that she was praying to the Madonna (the Virgin Mary) and asked me if I prayed to her too. I explained that the scripture does not teach that there is any mediator beside Jesus and we pray directly to Him. She asked me what prayer I used (she only recites the Ave Maria or Our Father prayers). I explained that we talk to God in a personal way. As I spoke with her I was again overwhelmed by the complete absence of a true knowledge of God, just an entrenched system of traditions which cannot help her to find peace at a time like now. This morning I read in Luke 5 where Jesus is accused by the Pharisees for not keeping the "traditions". He goes on and tells them a parable about putting new wine in old wine skins, and then he concludes by saying, "no one after drinking old wine desires new, for he says, 'the old is good' ". That's just what we find here in Italy- the old traditions are good enough, there is no place for the "new". But unfortunately the old does not bring peace or comfort or life. May this dear woman find true faith!

In Christ Alone,

Linda

News on Andy Brucato Feb 9, 2009

This morning, before my lunch time visit with Andy, a friend called to say she felt led of the Lord to give me a verse. Psalm 112:7, "He is not afraid of bad news; his heart is firm, trusting in the Lord."

When I got to the hospital I spoke with the resident doctor who is covering Andy's case. She told me that the surgeon who was supposed to come and evaluate Andy's case was busy and can not come until tomorrow. She went on to reiterate what everyone has said so far; "this is a very severe stroke with extensive brain involvement". I asked her if she was saying that recovery is unlikely. She did not commit to an answer. Then I went into Andy's room with Elly, our daughter-in-law.

Andy was sitting up in bed and had visitors. After they left the lunch tray came and I was busy getting him set up to eat. His diet has been changed to a soft diet and, being in Italy, included a first course of pasta which he ate with joy after days of baby food!!! While I was focused on helping him eat, all of a sudden Elly said, "Andy, you just moved your foot!" He nodded, like saying, "so, big deal". He is now able to move his left foot and leg. He can lift up his knee slightly and even help himself push up in bed.

I'm not a doctor, but it sure seems to me that after only 5 days being able to eat solid foods and move your leg is a good sign. We choose to believe this is a work of the Lord on his behalf. From the way the doctors talk I don't think they expected this. Let's wait and see what else God has in store for us, and let's thank Him together for these encouraging signs of progress!

Our son Mark has been able to get a ticket to come to Italy and will arrive on Wed. morning. We are thrilled about that! Michael is also trying to get permission from the Navy to come for a visit as well. Ben and Jennifer may be able to come in March on her spring break. What a joy to have our children near at such a time!

love and thanks to all of you,

Linda

Andy's Condition

Before I give you news about Andy let me thank each one of you for the emails, calls, concern, prayers, financial help, encouragements....!!! I can testify that we are being upheld every moment. We have not experienced any moments of overwhelming fear or sorrow. We feel completely at peace; truly that supernatural peace that "passes all understanding". This morning Andy told me how he passed those hours on the floor of the bathroom- reciting scripture, in particular Isaiah 41:10 "Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand." Andy said he was never afraid. Let me encourage all of you to start memorizing scripture; you never know when you'll need it!!!

This morning Luke talked with the doctor who told him that Andy's right carotid artery is blocked, which was the cause of the stroke. He will need to have a surgical procedure to fix that. They are concerned about the fact that a large portion of his brain was affected by the stroke and they may need to wait for some healing there before doing the procedure. He is still at risk of another stroke in the meantime, but they are treating him with medication to prevent that. We should know on Monday when they will do the procedure. At this time they are unable to predict how much rehabilitation we can expect. But somehow neither of us are asking questions about the future; we are just resting and taking each day as the Father gives it to us.

This morning in my devotions I was in Luke 5- the story about the paralytic whose friends carried him up on the roof to get him to Jesus. When Jesus saw the faith of the friends He said, "Your sins are forgiven". I've read that passage a thousand times but today I saw it in a new way- from Jesus' eyes. These friends would stop at nothing to get their friend healed. No obstacle was going to stand in their way. Whatever it took. Jesus, seeing that kind of determination, gives them something greater than what they wanted. They would have been satisfied with physical healing, but their friend would have eventually died someday anyway. Jesus gave him what he really needed- spiritual healing so that he would live forever, and then he gave them the lesser gift as well, physical healing.

As Andy lies paralyzed in bed we would be tempted to settle for a lesser blessing- physical healing- but what we both want is a greater blessing- we want others, in particular Andy's brother and family members to have their sins forgiven. The beauty is that our God is able to give both, the greater and the lesser!! Would you pray with us that the Father would use this event in the life of Andy's family for their salvation, and for the salvation of Italians?

thanks to each and every one of you,

resting in Jesus,

Linda and Andy

Andy Brucato suffers a Stroke

Some of you already have received the news, but for those who have not, Andy had a massive stroke yesterday morning, Feb.4. I was away with Ester on a trip for YFC in Palermo at the time. We were there to help launch a new work with teens in that very needy city and to support a new Italian young man who will be our second fulltime worker for YFC. We spoke about the spiritual battle that is raging for the souls of teens. When we flew back to Pisa (3 hours away from Bologna) we received a number of urgent calls asking if we knew where Andy was. He had missed two appointments that day and when some of the elders went to the house with the keys they found the door locked on the inside. I gave them permission to call the fire department to break down the door. They found him on the floor in the bathroom. When we arrived in Bologna we went to the ER and were told that he had had a massive stroke.

He is presently in a special stroke unit, one of the best in the city. He is paralyzed on the left side, but he is coherent and can communicate with difficulty. I am thankful that he is still alive and, although the CAT scan shows significant brain damage, his mind is clear.

The doctors say he may remain stable or he may get worse. We won't know for another day or two. I am just glad to be able to be here with him in his time of need.

This morning in my devotions I read Luke 4, the passage about Jesus' return to Nazareth. He reads from Isaiah 61 and I am holding on to that passage, in particular the verse that speaks of the Messiah's coming to give us "a mantle of praise in place of a faint spirit". In Italian (I do my devotions in Italian) the translation is even better, it says a mantle of praise in place of a broken(defeated) spirit. I choose to "cloak" myself in praise rather than allow myself to be broken by this sorrow. Thank you for helping me through your prayers. I will keep you updated.